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[Friday
February 2nd, 2007 9:21am]

OK.
I am getting a new LJ account.
I know... again.
This would have to be about the fifth time.
But I'm getting really annoyed at the depressd_dream shit.
I'm not depressd. It's gay and lame.
Add my new one.
kunt_phayce
Hehehe.
I'm so cool.
Love you all.
♥ K.P.

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I'm back :] [Thursday
February 1st, 2007 9:38am]
Ok so the LJ posts have been well... non-existent lately.
Life's been pretty good.
I realised that this term year I have to really buckle down and study.
So well... I am. Hard to believe I know.
But as most of you know... I am a really smart person when I try. I would hate to miss out on something good that I'd love to do (such as psychology) when I'm perfectly capable but I just don't put my mind to it.
As you can probably tell about 6hundredmilliontrillionkazillion people have told me in the past week that I am capable of great things if only I set my mind to it.
Well it has finally set in.
Anyway.
I had a great day today.
I missed Rhiannon to the extreme because she was supposed to come out with Tash and I today.
BUT we will organise a time soon when all four of us (Tahnee included as she also misses Rhiannon) can go out and... PARTY :]
So that is life.
Bland, I know, but life all the same.

♥ Kunt Phayce xX
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Angel [Tuesday
January 2nd, 2007 11:38pm]
Spend all your time waiting
For that second chance
For a break that would make it okay
There’s always one reason
To feel not good enough
And it’s hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
Oh beautiful release
Memory seeps from my veins
Let me be empty
And weightless and maybe
I’ll find some peace tonight

In the arms of an angel
Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You’re in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort there

So tired of the straight line
And everywhere you turn
There’s vultures and thieves at your back
And the storm keeps on twisting
You keep on building the lie
That you make up for all that you lack
It don’t make no difference
Escaping one last time
It’s easier to believe in this sweet madness oh
This glorious sadness that brings me to my knees

In the arms of an angel
Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You’re in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort there
You’re in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here



Luke, i love you xX
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Random quiz things. [Sunday
December 31st, 2006 11:54pm]
Check under cuts.

Name ten peopleCollapse )



I cuddled with my ex because I have double d'sCollapse )
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Face Down // Red Jumpsuit Apparatus [Sunday
December 31st, 2006 11:42pm]
Hey girl you know you drive me crazy
one look puts the rhythm in my hand.
Still I'll never understand why you hang around
I see what's going down.

Cover up with make up in the mirror
tell yourself it's never gonna happen again
you cry alone and then he swears he loves you.

Do you feel like a man
when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
as your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.

A pebble in the water makes a ripple effect
every action in this world will bear a consequence
If you wade around forever you will surely drown
I see what's going down.

I see the way you go and say your right again,
say your right again
heed my lecture

Do you feel like a man
when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
as your lies crumble down a new life she has.

One day she will tell you that she has had enough
its coming round again.
(repeat)

Do you feel like a man, when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the grown?
Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
as your lies crumble down, a new life she has.

Face down in the dirt she says, this doesn't hurt she says I finally had enough..


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I got a new layout. [Sunday
December 31st, 2006 9:25pm]
Tell me. Do you like it?
What are your opinions?
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[Wednesday
December 20th, 2006 7:42pm]
So I've moved out of my house for about a week...
And no prize for guessing where I've ended up... That's right... I'm at Luke's.
And his laptop is pissing the fuck out of me! If I accidently touch the mousepad thing it puts the words someplace weird. It's hard tp type!!!
Hahahahahahahahahahahha!!!! I justr slapped Sam really goodly and then clapped for mytself. i'm a loser.
Well um... Things at home are hard. Things at school are worse... Lucky I am on holiday.
Um... Life is pretty much gay lately but eh... What can you do. i guess you've just gotta stick it out and wait for it to get bettere.
But seriously. how lonbg do I have to wait?!?!?!?!
My hands smell like potatoes. :P
I realised that... once you get rid of all the shit in your life you find that there are alot of really good things waiting for you.
As in. I lost my closest friends... and I guess if I lost them they wern't really worth keeping. And well... Because they are out of the picture I have noticed that there are heaps of people that care alot about me and have just been waiting for me to break free and let go of my excess baggage (the girls). And well. I'm quite happy.
I had so many people that truly care about me. Unlike those two that so easily gave me up. Am I just disposable to them. (Ahah Luke, I put that in there for you babe.)
So today I arrived at school practically crying. Went to Drama where we had a party for Ms Marcus as she is leaving. Ivanna and Tahnee were nice I guess. As though we were all still friends.
But I'm done with them. As I am surethey are done with me.
Well that is my post for tonight.
I love it here. I love my true friends.
And I have disposed of my trash and am feeling great.
Love you all!
♥ Kunt Phayce xX
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One desire. [Saturday
December 16th, 2006 3:48pm]
You gave it all for me
My soul desire, my everything
And all I am is devoted to You

How could I fail to see
You are the love that rescued me
And all I am is devoted to You

And oh, how could I not be moved
Lord here with You
So have Your way in me
Cause Lord, there is just one thing
That I will seek

This is my cry
My one desire
Is to be where You are, Lord
Now and forever
Its more than a song
My one desire
Is to be with You
Is to be with You, Jesus
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This is for you. [Wednesday
December 13th, 2006 5:34pm]
Drama Queen // Family Force 5

Chicka-pow! Don't shoot me down
Oh no! How low can you go

Driving fast to get to work
Queen is there just being a jerk
Running her mouth a million miles an hour
She's talking trash
It's going sour
That stuff that makes you hurt
Cut you down, make you hit the dirt

Say, She's got that DIVA thing
That D-I-V-A diva thing

Sing

Why can't you say ur sorry?
For treating me so naughty
Just want an apology
Is that against ur personal theology?
What'd I do to deserve this?
How'd I get on ur bad list?
Just want to make it right
Please Queen Please
Let's not fight

Let's not fight, Let's not fight, I don't wanna fight tonight
You had ur chance to right ur wrong
Can't we all just get along?

You go and talk behind my back
Don't you know that's whack
It's a personal attack
Oh snap
Some friend you are to me
Your Miss Personality
Why you blind to see?
Your such a Drama Queen

Fresh off the chopping block
She cut me deep and it hurts a lot
She hit me with her best shot
And never gave a second thought

That's to much Drama for me mama
Why do you like to stir it?
When I am near you throw fits
You cry Oh me me me
Ain't you got no decency?
You dish it out- I take it

I wish you'd just stop fakin'
In ur mind ur grass is green
But I know youse a Drama Queen
Your such a, your such a, your such a Drama Queen


You go and talk behind my back
Don't you know that's wack
It's a personal attack
Oh snap
Some friend you are to me
Your Miss Personality
Why you blind to see?
Your such a Drama Queen


She's a Drama Queen if you know what I mean
She'll get under ur skin and make you scream
Owwww, Drama Queen
I need a vaccine cause you so mean
You got a disease I don't need and it pays no heed to get it
So better quit it
Cause a friend in need is a friend indeed and you ain't that
Youse a Drama Queen


Emphatic, Dramatic, ur like a psychosomatic
Your always so problematic
Your drama is cinematic
There's no comparison to the damage you've done
But you've only begun with ur hit and run's


You go and talk behind my back
Don't you know that's whack
It's a personal attack
Oh snap
Some friend you are to me
Your Miss Personality
Why you blind to see?
Your such a Drama Queen














Yea. Well you hurt me first.
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Tell me why... [Saturday
November 25th, 2006 11:11pm]
Tell me why... Sometimes ♥ works... And others it doesn't...?
Is anyone as confused as me?
I mean... I just want a heart!!!!
Love Kunt Phayce xX
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